Revenge is Sweet

  Just say you're still staying in your room.

Two calls in Friday night, 6 November, were the scariest. Couldn't believe I wasn't by your side when you breathed your last. Life is suddenly turned upside down. Looking at your bedroom with the light on, feel like you're still inside, working with your laptop, embroidering. So many questions remain unanswered. اَللّٰهُمَّ اغْفِرْلَهَا وَارْحَمْهَا وَعَافِهَا وَاعْفُ عَنْهَا Mama Dida Suryawati binti Sudrajat 7 Juni 1965-6 November 2020

Seeing your last message and wondering why were you gone so fast. I have no idea why I missed you and wanna kiss you much when I came home. Turned out it was my last kiss for you. Thank you for being a-father-like-uncle for me and always be there since I was kid. Hard to accept you're not here anymore. Last time we met, you said ' saying astagfirullahalazim saves me from accident '. And you told me story back when you got your first heart attack years ago. I know you're struggling hard when the last attack came, but God didn't let you feel the pain again.  I miss you and I always do. إِنَّا لِلَّهِ وَإِنَّآ إِلَيْهِ رَٰجِعُونَ Firman Suryadarman bin Sudrajat 1968-2020

foto: Raisan Al Farisi Ada yang mengejutkan dari sesi tummy time kali ini. Mica sudah bisa tegak sempurna di usia 3 bulan. Biasanya setiap tummy time, Mica agak kesulitan mengangkat kepala, maklum tulang lehernya belum kuat betul. Sekarang, setelah bisa digendong dan didudukin dengan kepala tegak, dengan sendirinya tulang leher Mica ikut terlatih dan akhirnya bisa menopang kepalanya saat tengkurap. Selamat sayang, selanjutnya kita belajar duduk ya!